Love Traveller

boom!
somewhere in my longest days
an ecstatic collision
woke up each sleeping shadow
on that place
red petals slowly flying
into the cold midnight air
while glistening tears gently dripping
on my right raw eye
i closed my eyes
so let all the tears flow
as fast as the gusty current in the rivers
suddenly, i saw myself skydiving
into someplace with no visible landing
...(dip to white)
i'm a time traveler from the past
fell for a thousand kisses
healed a million times
yet, never been to the future
now, I live in the present
but fragments I carry
still live in the past
i became a decade younger
than our undeniable age
images were taken
but none of her were included
yet, behind those i was weeping
how could we use a single love
that only signifies someone?
if only i could hug every person i met
to fill the leeways that she kept waiting
but no,
my heart don't have chambers
for public to be equipped

i offered my love for sale
every point in time i've hop in
there were a bunch of human
and some that i am still digging to remember
it ended into 42,000 mangled promises
so i needed to detach for years
for my life to start bridging again
i wanted to live for a certain eon
and i needed them for an aid
but here comes people everyday
wanting to suit
to my crooked
hobbled mortality
that became more weird
than expected
hypotheses of mine
there is no more sense now
and i started to think
am i still the same
living soul
who knows true love?

so i keep myself updated
on the same tree
on the same day
hoping to see her
i descended a thousand
tsunami
and became the widest
crying shoulder to many,
until the clock became careless
even if its so hard to summon the past
and restore what is known to be restored
she always pop by surprise
i saw her from afar with this guy
everything rewinds back to reality
like where the minute
certainty beckon high spirits in me
they were chirpy traveling
that none of us can define it,
acting the love story
that was suppose to be mine,
ours

wounded, lamed, sprained, i am
grueling to my knees
crippled the most fragile part of the body
suddenly locked up in the present
no more fuel to drive me back
from the moment
she passionately kissed me hello
i should have just walk up the stairs
while the pendulum says
she's thirty minutes late
when i'm waiting near the clinic of hearts.
maybe this shouldn't have been

the series of our story
there is no more point to bounce back now
she only have the key for a loop
but the promises she made was already clasp in the past
yet i began to think
if it wasn't because of her
i would not be in Olympus 
right where i am now
blessed with them
the dimension
was a marvelous travel
thank you, baby

its hard to forget someone
that exist no more
now i'll move to the future
this is intentional, my choice
i might not see her there
but i am sure, she's happy
yet, if ever he leaves her
i'll give her an option
"if you're in doubt, please don't love me"
'coz next time that i'll write,
it will not be about her
it will be about them,
the good friends, savvy.

January 20, 2013
Today is her Birthday!
Happy Birthday and Goodbye my baby Captain!