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Love Traveller

boom!
somewhere in my longest days
an ecstatic collision
woke up each sleeping shadow
on that place
red petals slowly flying
into the cold midnight air
while glistening tears gently dripping
on my right raw eye
i closed my eyes
so let all the tears flow
as fast as the gusty current in the rivers
suddenly, i saw myself skydiving
into someplace with no visible landing
...(dip to white)
i'm a time traveler from the past
fell for a thousand kisses
healed a million times
yet, never been to the future
now, I live in the present
but fragments I carry
still live in the past
i became a decade younger
than our undeniable age
images were taken
but none of her were included
yet, behind those i was weeping
how could we use a single love
that only signifies someone?
if only i could hug every person i met
to fill the leeways that she kept waiting
but no,
my heart don't have chambers
for public to be equipped

i offered my love for sale
every point in time i've hop in
there were a bunch of human
and some that i am still digging to remember
it ended into 42,000 mangled promises
so i needed to detach for years
for my life to start bridging again
i wanted to live for a certain eon
and i needed them for an aid
but here comes people everyday
wanting to suit
to my crooked
hobbled mortality
that became more weird
than expected
hypotheses of mine
there is no more sense now
and i started to think
am i still the same
living soul
who knows true love?

so i keep myself updated
on the same tree
on the same day
hoping to see her
i descended a thousand
tsunami
and became the widest
crying shoulder to many,
until the clock became careless
even if its so hard to summon the past
and restore what is known to be restored
she always pop by surprise
i saw her from afar with this guy
everything rewinds back to reality
like where the minute
certainty beckon high spirits in me
they were chirpy traveling
that none of us can define it,
acting the love story
that was suppose to be mine,
ours

wounded, lamed, sprained, i am
grueling to my knees
crippled the most fragile part of the body
suddenly locked up in the present
no more fuel to drive me back
from the moment
she passionately kissed me hello
i should have just walk up the stairs
while the pendulum says
she's thirty minutes late
when i'm waiting near the clinic of hearts.
maybe this shouldn't have been

the series of our story
there is no more point to bounce back now
she only have the key for a loop
but the promises she made was already clasp in the past
yet i began to think
if it wasn't because of her
i would not be in Olympus 
right where i am now
blessed with them
the dimension
was a marvelous travel
thank you, baby

its hard to forget someone
that exist no more
now i'll move to the future
this is intentional, my choice
i might not see her there
but i am sure, she's happy
yet, if ever he leaves her
i'll give her an option
"if you're in doubt, please don't love me"
'coz next time that i'll write,
it will not be about her
it will be about them,
the good friends, savvy.

January 20, 2013
Today is her Birthday!
Happy Birthday and Goodbye my baby Captain!

TellMe(SyntaxOfLove)

{
Tell me you need me every second, every minute and every hour;
Tell me you need us to create a link
that could parse a connection to our far distance;
Tell me you need me to be there in every loop of undying pain;
Tell me you need me.

Tell me you want me to smile because of you;
Tell me you want to be the syntax to my sorrows;
Tell me you want to do everything with me;
Tell me you want me.

Tell me you love to spend time with me unconditionally;
Tell me you love to be in an undeniable output with me;
Tell me you love me to wake up each morning
without re-iterating every past that counter aches;
Tell me you love me.

Tell me about your life and secrets;
Tell me about what encodes you to laugh and cry;
Tell me about everything you need, want, love nor like;
Tell me about the perfect code for
that everlasting love we could define.

Love is what you encode;
It may be dumb because it only understand a command
that follow a certain rigid rule;
But it is more dumb if you don't create that link to your destiny;
Just encode what you want to see.
Type it. That's the code!
And I'll compile with no undeniable bugs and voids.
Just press enter or Tell me, baby.
}

To the Flowers of Intramuros

I could hardly forget your charm,
But the pain of you still floats in my blood.

I carried you in my hands, tightly as I could,
When I picked you to be in my vase.

But then came big winds
And took you away from me...

Sad, I am thinking when I picked you,
This could be the beginnings of something really great...

I wonder, thinking, someday I could replace you,
Chances came, chances failed,
But why can't I?

(I found it! This is a poem I made as a school seatwork.!)
11.02.2003

Fly Back

Our friendship is the universe to me,

I don't know how it grew this big,

But surely, in my heart, there is you.

Best, bez, and awesome friends it can be denoted,

Yet for the little time we spent,

It is more functioning than being stagnant,

I need no many friends to be true,

When your presence is what I needed to be real?

Yet, flowers bloom for a little time.

Engines may work for certain years,

Even butterflies have few days to soar,

Iron's life may end through dancing fire,

Surely there is an end to everything,

So as friendships do,

I know this would end soon

With no abrupt tingle moments.

A chord nor a passion will make you happy someday,

And when it is really a final goodbye,

I would be beyond sad

But surely never beyond depression,

I promise to held tight

So I could make through the transition,

But if you leave now, don't ever come back,

I want to see the purpose of being hurt.

The future is unpredictable,

And so i am telling you this,

Always try to remember,

I will be here, waiting...

But you should never come back.

jJBly, draft

June 12, 2012

Happy Independence Day!

Lily Pot

She reminded me of a red crane

With a flock of white Doves
Flying in the light blue skies,

Apparent like luminous creatures
Wiggling in the dark blue sea,

A voice louder than a siren
From a town way back,

Her peculiar porcelain skin
Reminds me of a milk fish,

I saw mealies along the regression

Like her hair as soft as corn silk.

Why popping on my mind more often?

Fragile is my mind when she hit it,

Stopping it is so impossible,

I want an answer

How her eyes made this focused heart?

She is like Medusa

Deadly and can turn anyone to stone,

Still, looking at her eyes, oh so clairvoyant,

Hiding behind her Noynoy glasses,

As much as I hid this sprouting uncanny emotion.

Replica of her may exist,

But how genuine she could be?

She have these remarkable qualities

That could magnetize every male being

And eventually evolves into addiction.

I never reached that part, yet.

'Coz staying away was the best option.

Never to disturb the inactive that is present.

Strange, mysterious future, it might be

But its a next day that I never wished to see.

I never wanted to become a clay pot
Every time I'm with her.

And never would have I wanted this page again,

But time took control of the situation,

Like the wind that carry a leaf to places,

Like the water that carry lilies to far away,

To a place where I never thought I'd be right now.

She might have stolen my heart from the darkness,

But that did not include my brain.

She spoke to me like we knew each other so much. 

I never thought that this…

(sigh)

That this...

Could reach this far from the first time I saw her big red lips.

Striker of a big weird emotion.

I am now in a situation where me versus my emotions,

And this really produces a feeling of overflowing liquid
Each time this device pumps.

I could not carry the friction inside,

Not in your existence.

And as time goes farther,
it causes collision slowly progressing, 

I wanted to tell her,
I don't want to look for somebody else,

'Coz I think I already found someone
Who would remind me of the past.

Someone who would remind me of the light.

You don't know how much I wanted to go,

I wanted to peel off our page

I wanted to jump into other lilypad,

So I won't see you.

'Coz this story should never have been written a million of years ago,

It  should have a quality control,

'Coz we weren't on the same page this time...

(Peeling off this page)

I may have liked her but I am not ready to get hurt,

Well, who is?

Neither do I wanted someone to get hurt likewise.

I am so happy she came,

Although it was for a little time,

It sprouted to be an enormous impact to my world.

It is her why I remain strong

I thank her for that.

Believe me, I mean it.

This should end as my trip to Dagupan ends.

I know.

'Coz it should.

jJBly, draft

May 30, 2012

Kwento ni Kapitan Hook: Pagong at Kuneho Part 3

Sa ngayon pantay na sila. Ang malupit niyan, naghamon ng huli pang beses si Pagong para daw malaman kung sino ba talaga sa kanila ang mas mabilis. Siyempre pumayag si Kuneho dahil alam na niya ang diskarte.

Kuneho: Sige, pero dapat may hurdle sa kalagitnaan ng karera para naman may challenge.

Ngayon pa lamang ay nag-iisip na si Pagong kung papaano makatatalon sa mabantayog na hurdle. Aapplyan kaya niya ng twister jump na sumisigaw ng "cowabunga!"?

Pagong: Sige, pumapayag ako ngunit dapat ang finish line ay nasa kabilang dako ng ilog at kailangan nating tawirin ito. Okay ba iyon sa iyo Kuneho?

Pa-twist twist ka pa Kuneho ha, ayan palalanguyin ka ngayon. Dahil alam naman nilang pareho ang kakayahan ng bawat isa na ang kalakasan ng isa ay siya namang kahinaan ng isa, bisebersa, ay minabuti nilang magkaroon ng kasunduan.

Pagong: Ilulan mo ako sa iyong likod kapag tumalon ka sa hurdle.

Kuneho: O sige. ngunit ako din, kung tatawid tayo sa ilog, ipasan mo ako sa likod mo.

Karera pa ba ito. May na-iimagine tuloy ako sa part na ito. Kung ano man iyon, bahala ka na mag-isip pero nakakatuwa talaga iniisip ko. haha

Ngunit sa wakas, ito na, patapos na ang kwento, nakatalon na sila ng hurdle(muntik muntikan pa ngang mapatid si Kuneho dahil sa bigat ni Pagong, ngunit nakayanan nilang dalawa ito); nagawa nilang makatawid ng ilog(paspas pala si Pagong kapag nakasampang na sa tubig.) at nakalagpas na sila ng finish line. Sino ang nanalo? Sa ganitong paraan, sabay nilang natapos ang finish line.

Sabi, kanya kanya man ng kahinaan at kalakasan. Tagumpay ay makakamit kapag magtutulungan. ;)


bersyon ni jJ Bly
April 4 2012, Gabi